Diets

Suck. We all know that they do, and I know that I am not the only one out there that has a problem staying on one. Gosh. Well I have decided to not try to be unrealistic and say my goal is to lose 20lbs in a month. So. My goal is 8 to 10. Well January I lost 10 but gained 2. Therefore, in February I set my goal to be 12. Yeah I lost NOTHING. Not going to the gym & forgetting to take the thyroid pills probably doesn't help. I SUCK. Lack of will power that is it. I need help! Any suggestions???? Thought so. Anyway, so now my goal is to lose at least 12 pounds this month. Haven't started that well. Well I have not bought lunch out all week. I have had a south beach breakfast wrap every morning. They are good & filling - only 11 carbs! Can I get some money for my endorsement??? In addition, I have had a Pita pocket (1/2) each day for lunch. Wheat Pita 12 carbs with chicken lunchmeat, avocado, tomato, cheese, Mayo & mustard. Tastes good to me. And that low carb yogurt, which watch me lose my endorsement money...That crap SUCKS. It tastes like nonfat sour cream. If you haven’t had that, it is like a pasty texture. Not good aftertaste. Then when I get home at night, I ruin my diet. Imagine that. Today my boss bought me lunch, nice of him and I had - loaded baked potato soup (very think and tastes weird but not bad), a ham & salami (basically) sandwich on ciabiata bread instead of the wheat ( and tuna salad - not pasta just tuna fish which I added some crackers b/c it isn't good by itself. So ruined. However, it was good.

Crush Update!!!!!!

I think that I might call him Mc Dreamy, like a character on a show that I like. I still have my crush and nothing has come of it. And why would it? I am a white female that is overweight. Not your average supermodel! (  I did have a nice conversation with him today….hmmm even got in to call him on my cell. Here is the scoop!

He was asking me to guess how many minutes he used last month. I said 3000 1st, nope. 6000 next, nope. Then I said 9000, not that much around 8000 b/c of his work he does talk on the phone a lot – requires it and people will call him to see if something will work dealing with his job. Anyway McDreamy happened to mention he had the same carrier as I do. So I casually said that the next time that I call him I will call him on my cell that way it would be free. ( (cheeky smile). So while trying to save him some money he will also have my cell phone number pop up on his. Killing 2 birds with 1 stone.
1st showing that I want to save him some money
2nd he gets my cell number

and I can only dream that he will call it to just shoot the breezy. It’s the least that I can dream for. Hehe. Yeah I know I am sorry. At least I admit it!!!