crush cont....

you know i almost want to give up on my crush. it isnt going anywhere. he stopped by 2 weeks or more ago and everyone in the office bothered me about. so why bother? i dont need the added stress. i can do without. so i believe that i will give up on my crush. it helps that i am not thinking about him too often. i seem to be busy. still having problems getting back to the gym. gosh dont ever EVER break your habbit if you are trying to go to the gym. i will make myself go tomorrow and saturday. i NEED to go for more than one reason. like for me, my diet that is stopped that i NEED to start again. i hate this added weight. the throyd pills dont help although i am not AS tired as i used to be before them. but i also got into an accident -see below- so that umm.... DOESNT FREAKING HELP.

Demon car...

I have a demon car. I tend to nickname people (generally friends) and other things....Like my car. I call it the demon car. With good reason mind you. It is a 2001 and I have had it 4 years and 1 month and it has been hit by other people or rather other cars *****SEVEN***** TIMES!!!!! Yes, I said SEVEN!!! Can you believe that? I was just recently rear-ended (again) the weekend before thanksgiving. Nice. I was out with my mom all day and we stopped on a main road waiting at a red light in traffic. Heavier than normal b/c of the holiday season. We were discussing if 3:30ish was too early for dinner. Well the baby hadn't eaten in hours b/c he was sleeping. SO then we were rear-ended. The guy clearly wasn't paying attention or doesn't know how to drive. Given his age I would say the ladder. He then proceeded to wave his arms for some odd reason. Then a guy pulled up next to us and said that he would be a witness. Well then the guilty party backed up in traffic went over 3 lanes into a inner turning lane. The witness got over as well and then I was able too. Believing that he may be going to a gas station. Nope he did a u-turn and drove off. Do you believe that crap. It wasn't like he seriously injured anyone. Or totaled a car. dumba**. To my luck the witness got his tags. And I took down the witness's tags just in case as he drove off. Well my mom was hurt and I wasn't too great. so the police said that they could get any info from that tag. Well I gave them the witness's tag as well and said maybe his writing was bad. b/c one letter seemed sketchy. so later that night the cop called and left a message saying that they found him. joy! got a warrant and I have to go to court b/c that my friends is a hit and run and in my state that is a felony punishable 2-5 years. AND to TOP the icing on the cake his kid, I believe, is in the military b/c he had out of state tags and lives here...And we have a lot of military in this area. HE ALSO HAD INSURANCE :) HEHE....