crush cont....

you know i almost want to give up on my crush. it isnt going anywhere. he stopped by 2 weeks or more ago and everyone in the office bothered me about. so why bother? i dont need the added stress. i can do without. so i believe that i will give up on my crush. it helps that i am not thinking about him too often. i seem to be busy. still having problems getting back to the gym. gosh dont ever EVER break your habbit if you are trying to go to the gym. i will make myself go tomorrow and saturday. i NEED to go for more than one reason. like for me, my diet that is stopped that i NEED to start again. i hate this added weight. the throyd pills dont help although i am not AS tired as i used to be before them. but i also got into an accident -see below- so that umm.... DOESNT FREAKING HELP.